While I do look forward to going out with friends and family, I can't help but feel crushed. If Peyton had been born into this world alive, she would be a touch over 2 months old; not dead for 6 months.
Like I mentioned in a previous post, my birthday always reminds me of the hopes and dreams that I had envisioned.....and they're gone. I was *supposed* to be a mother nearly 4 years ago, but this birthday brings me to the age of 29. Normally, an age that is still very young, but to me, right now, it feels very old.
I can't help but wonder what the next year will bring............................................................................
I guess I will pull up my socks from here and hope that I do, in fact, have a happy birthday.
| Your Birthdate: September 29 |
 You have the mind of an artist, even if you haven't developed the talent yet. Expressive and aware, you enjoy finding new ways to share your feelings. You often feel like you don't fit in - especially in traditional environments. You have big dreams. The problem is putting those dreams into action. Your strength: Your vivid imagination Your weakness: Fear of failure Your power color: Coral Your power symbol: Oval Your power month: November |
1 comment:
How is it possible that it's been 6 months? How does it seem like an endless amount of time - but as if it was just last night at the same time?
Why does time warp like that when all you want it to do is stop?
I'm so sorry honey ... and Happy Birthday ((((HUGS))))
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