There is something that I have wanted to write about since I first started blogging here and it is something that I feel really quite defensive and sensitive about ~ being "that girl". You know, the poor girl "who lost her babies, let's give her pitiful looks and watch what we say around her; we don't want to make her upset". And it's not only being that person that makes me feel uncomfortable, but how people in your life make you feel it even more. I mean, come on already, I walk around being uncomfortable on a daily basis, so why should I feel more uncomfortable because you are? ARGH!
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I have decided to edit what I said ~ I am a person that does not like confrontations or do I like being confrontational. I guess a large part of me wanted to be.
For those that didn't get to read what I had originally wrote, I will sum it up for you ~ basically, I do not appreciate my grief being used as an excuse for people to get out of doing things or being played up more than it is. I do not appreciate people playing on my grief ~ when it all comes down to it, it's mine. I'll do with it as I see fit!
I also don't appreciate being put into situations where I need to be more uncomfortable than I already am ~ if something makes you uncomfortable to deal with ~ you be uncomfortable. I'm done.
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WOW!! You have every right to be upset. I hope that I don't do that to you too often. I certainly don't try to walk on eggshells for you, and would think other people would know better. We are supposed to be getting our October schedules tomorrow. If I am not scheduled to work I might join you for that walk if you'd like the company,
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