(Originally posted on Thursday May 10, 2007).......and nothing, nada, zip ~ there are no answers. Yet again.......
I really don't have any words....just tears . I was *hoping* that there *might* be an answer b/c of all the other testing that was done, but once again, there is no answer to be had . I started to cry when he told us and he said that it is a good thing that I don't have any underlying issues and all I could say was that it would have been nice to have some type of answer as to why my girls died . So, now this marks the end of my pregnancy days I guess ~ there is NO way that I would to put my heart out there once again and there is no way that I could go ahead and do that to another baby of mine and not know what the outcome may be .
I just don't know what to do.....this has hit me pretty d*mn hard.........what a week this is going to be with her memorial service and mother's day coming up to slap me in the face even more.
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