I am the first person to admit that I am addicted to Grey's Anatomy ~ I am most definitely not ashamed to admit that either! So, to fulfill my addiction, I went out and bought the 3rd season today and started to watch it.

And then....I got to the episode "Where the Boys Are"; the episode that features a young couple giving birth to their stillborn child. Yes, I forgot about that episode.

Talk about taking you back to all sorts of painful memories...... the first one is being told that your baby is dead. While I was watching it, I couldn't help but think, yes, it is in that split second that the world is ripped out right from underneath you. And then, while the woman is pushing the baby out, she has to stop and cry ~ I remember doing that with Quinn; not because of physical pain, but the mental anguish.

The last memory is the silence in the room....the unbearable silence.

It's always amazing when you watch these types of scenes on TV and you think back on the raw memories. The sad thing is that I think that they will always be fresh in our minds.