Yup, never the same. I've had 2 tiny little beings come into my world, stay for a mere moment in time, leave some precious memories and then leave. Leave me with a shredded heart and shattered vision of my future.

With that in mind, why am I becoming consumed with thoughts of being pregnant again? I seriously thought that I would never; I repeat, e-v-e-r have these thoughts creep back into my mind. But, they are here and I don't think that they will leave until they get what they want ~ a healthy, alive, screaming bundle of joy.

Yes, I have a ton of hurdles to go through before I even step a foot on that scary, winding road, but I believe that I am ready to jump.