I am pretty sure that if I have someone else tell me that I need to go to a specialist and get some answers regarding my losses, I will, in fact, scream!

Like, DUH, I never thought of that! I haven't in the past 3 years wondered what or if there are any answers. I just thought that I would float along for the rest of my life not wanting any answers and definitely wouldn't WANT to know why I lost my babies.

I'm getting there people. But YOU are getting on my bloody nerves too :).